Dracolipop.compoetry baking

it doesn’t matter how low i have to bend
i will pick up all the pieces
of my broken heart and dreams
because they are just that precious

and i shall string them all together
and hang them by my window
so the sun may shine through
and light up my heavy soul

you stood with me at the ledge
looking down at all the possibilties
but will you follow when i jump
or will you simply just watch me

i shall fall into the earth
i shall fall into life, fearlessly
though the fall may break me
i’ll take that risk, so shall it be

the morning rays hit your skin
and life once more fill these old bones
forget the pain and sadness
you are once again your own

cry no more cry no more
dry those tears in this sun
sweet mother, life-giving star
there’s still much to be done

here’s to you my brother
let the sorrow melt away
for it never did anyone any good
smile sincerely for another day

here’s to you my sister
find joy and miracle in ordinary
don’t be afraid to love life
open your mouth and laugh proudly

the morning rays hit your skin
and life once again fills this broken heart
forget the pain and sadness
let the heartache forever depart

red for passion
white for purity
it must be cold
anything else is blasphemy

anticipation as i crack the top
fizzles~~
oh joy, oh love, oh happy days
tickling bubbles~~

down my throat and into my heart
i am revived again
‘ahh…’ i rejoice
coke you are my friend

nosebleed
colours dancing wildly
blue red yellow green white and orange
the world no longer concerns me

voices in my ear
i’m floating, floating on air
the moon screams, howls
but i cannot seem to care

the colours
so addictive, so befuddling and beguiling
blue red yellow green white and orange
busy busy rearranging

lost, gone, not here
focused, distracted, senseless
addicted, enraptured, trapped
in cubic madness

molten eyes and terror claw
honeyed tongue speaks the forbidden lore
beckons me venture further
seduces me to come closer and closer

DEATH! 

strip me of this mortal shell
i have never feared my fate in hell
but give me one final chance of flight
before the inevitable embrace of eternal night

light is slowly leaving me
my time is nothing in this eternity
my cruel lot in the dirt screams for me
just one last time before the worms have me

there is an evil within me
and it seeks to consume
everything and anything in it’s path
till all is but a barren dune

i will not succumb
nor will i relent
to such a pathethic being
that claims itself ‘hellsent’

i am no pushover
i stand my ground
even as the meds blur my mind
i will not go out without a sound

so here’s a warning to you
you better sharpen your tools
cause i’m packing firepower too
prepare to die, you ignorant fools.